Now I cry alone in the dark.

Guess what? Eri quitted. This Friday will be her last day at work.

I …………..

I………..

I…..feel left out.

She asked me to quit and go to Japan right now. Mann…… how much I would want to do that but I can’t. How can I go there now? I told her I can’t I have to wait for the Visa. She asked can’t I wait in Japan. There are any job in Japan for you… Eri, dear sometime things are not as easy as you think………

Right now I feel so unsteady. I don’t know what the hell am I going to do. Now we don’t have road show, we don’t sell Prominous and we don’t have anyone come to Thailand. So why do you want to have me here.

There is nothing I can do. There is nothing for me to do.

Before I think I still have Eri so it is fine. Even thought I got nothing to do but I know there is still Eri and she doesn’t have things to do either. Not that I am happy that she doesn’t have thing to so but….at least I feel like I have some one I can talk too.

But she is leaving…….. I felt left behind.

While she can go and look for something else, I can’t.
While she can do and start new things now, I can’t.

I have 5 more months.

It was only 5 more months with Eri…

BUT

It is another damn 5 months without her.

What the hell I’m going to do?

Somebody tell me please.