Dear Alyssa

My only fun nowadays is my part time job at tumble tot, Children developing center. I do enjoy it every weekend. Kids are so cute and full of surprise! You never stop smiling when you’re around them.

Looking at them make me think of my dear little girl I took care when I was in USA.

Alyssa she was about a year when I first there. She was so cute little thing. When she first started to talk……Well well I just like the way she call me.

My name is Yui. But since she was just about to started talk Of course Yui mussta be real hard for her to say. So she called me Vi Vi. Now I still don’t see the connection between Yui and Vi Vi . Ha ~

Lisa is sweet and she loves to sing. And I should have keep that in mind all the time ! One day we were at the table in the kitchen. While I was fixing our lunch, then I heard Lisa say “Prickle prickle…….” I did turn around and ask you want prickle liz? Sparking in her eyes told me that it wasn’t Prickle she wanted but she was singing “Twinkle twinkle little star” Ha ~

That wasn’t all about Twinkle yet! At dinner we did pray before we eat. Most of the time Johnny the big brother would lead us, but that day I guess the little sister want to do too. She was trying her best to hold the other hands then start to say her pray. Oh yeah… it was Twinkle twinkle little star again! Ha ~

Know what? When you’re asking kids you gotta be specific otherwise ………

Every house got rules I believe. Ours too. Rule number 1 never ever run in the house ‘cause you might fall and hurt. But not much kids think about that.

One day liza was running in the house. Sure thing! She fell. She came with tear in her eyes and looking for sympathy from me. Of course I wouldn’t give it easy! She needs to learn the lesson. I asked her coldly “Why do you think you fell?” Man, I should remember how old she was when I asked. The answer from my dear sweet liza was “..’lippery”. My dear was trying to say “because the floor is slippery” Ok now how could you still acting so cold after that sincere answer. I couldn’t.

Ah~ Thinking about her make me so warm. I don’t know when I’m going to be able to see them again. But I do pray for that day to come. Last time I saw them they are all so big Lisa was turning 4 already.

Next time my sweet Tessa may be. The second and middle in line.

Dearest Fanny,

I am Thai and Fanny is French. We were an Au Pair in USA.
She got blue eyes and I got black. But we use our heart looking at each other.
She probably eats French toast and I eat sticky rice. But I love when she make toast and she like when I cook rice.
She likes to go out and I love to read. But I have fun when she drags me out and she enjoys the book I read.

One year together in USA. Seem like we know each other for long. She is the one and only friend I fight with the most. I say what I want to her and she say what she want to me then we fight. But at the end she let me have my way and I let her has hers.

Fanny dear friend, I love you really.

God…. Didn’t you know how best she is? Didn’t you know how much we love kid and didn’t you know how bad she wants one?

2 times you took the baby away from her and she didn’t even get to see their face.
Now again the 3rd time you took him away form her since the start. Then why would you start it at the first place?

It’s just not fair.

Fanny dearest, I really don’t know what I should say to you this time. I wish I could just sit next to you and hold your hand then we will need no word. But France and Thai are just so far away from each other.

I wish I have magic door from Doraemon then I can hug you every time you sad.
I probably can’t help you anything but I just want to cry with you.


Dear……if you gonna take it away from her again then better not give her at all.